Thursday, November 19, 2009

Even though

Everything you say
Everything you do
Has no meaning anyway

Is it meant to be like that?
Didn't anyone tell you
you won't always reap what you get

I...
Dream of you
Even though I don't want to
and I...
Think of you
Even though I don't want to

What spell did you chant on me
I know where I'm going
Somehow I act like I don't see

Is it meant to be like that?
Didn't anyone tell you
you won't always reap what you get


G McB Em Cadd9
Cadd9 Em G D

A song about misleading flirts... tsk tsk tskkkkkkkk

My Khemikal Romanze

Oo.. Awkward. Silent. Runaway.
Oo.. Careless. Candid. What to say?
Heat. Emotions.
Hormones. Chemical Reaction.
Spice. To Life. You are.
I like just what you do.

Oo (oo oo oo)
Wanna get to know you
Oo (oo oo oo)
I like you but I think I'll wait the sensitivity off.

Oo.. Different. Forbidden. Spells.
Oo.. Words. Jokes. Insincere.
Humor. Me.
Reciprocate. Forget it.
Spice. To Life. You are.
What am I to you?

Making The Headlines

Love is suicide I'm taking chances with
Pull the trigger on me, burst out my emotions
Tug my ears and whisper to me your tears
I'll be the girl you could count on as one of the boys

Every art piece, every lyric and every word
Doesn't quite say what I want to say.
It doesn't help that my tongue gets tied all the time
But you seem to not mind anyway

I make myself headlines on the news of the social awkward
A bit of gallows humor helps somewhat
Don't mind me. My name is Tracey Berkowitz.
Fifteen. Just a normal girl who hates herself.

You. Him. Me.

No one gets my wit and humor like you do
Now tell me, what did your mama feed you?
Fresh scars only time can heal
It wouldn't hurt to entertain how you make me feel.
My world has been full of lies.
The one I've trusted most trampled me over
He only could disguise reality and sedate me with more lies
But oh~ only for so long.

Now I can't go back to the life I used to lead.
Some people I hate to leave left me with no choice
Life is the reflection of the path you choose.
I don't care anymore. Fuck the world's ideals
I feel like I've got nothing to keep me alive
Other than friends, family, music and a couple of good bites
Sometimes things are better left unsaid
After all, the only solitude I search for is a human tree-house.

I'm not giving anyone control over my fucking life
It's my fucking life, his is his and yours is fucking yours
But I think you'd already knew that.
I sure you're smart since you live at the other end of my world
Let's have coffee, do sketches and lie on the grass
Let's talk about anything under the sun and listen to songs played on the airwaves
I guess if I keep a safe distance for just a little while more
Heartbreak will spare me from going crazy all over again.

Sinking In

Silent drowning, helpless at sea
Till you came along and carcrashed into me
Awkward, afraid, bitter vixen,
Lonely, secretive Amish boy undercover

Your senseless charm, it sets me free
And I know you love my company
Maybe I'm different, maybe its just me
I'm vain.

I'm so sick of society.
I'm sick of this idealist world and hypocrites dressed in skin.
Wherever you're going, take me with you
Take me far away from here.

I know I could be playing with matches
But I'm not thinking about myself getting burned
There's something I can see behind those polished lines
Someone I think I could grow to love

Said I'll be FINE to the hospital or American Embassy.

Em D
Em D G

Em A (oooo)

Prank It Louder!

D A G x 3 D A Em

Em A
I only wanted to know her name
But she wouldn't tell me her name
Keep playing till I go insane
I hate girls who play these games

D A G x 3 D A Em

Em A
She asked me if I was free tonight
She like to go out for a bite
Could this be a date, it might
Cause I like it when she by my side

DAG x 3 DAEm

Em A
But she
She didn't come
She wasn't there
It be a prank
She wasn't there

G D

I Want Kause I Wouldn't.

If I could have anything I want
I want oh I want oh I want..
If I had to trade anything I had
I want oh I want oh I want..
No, I wouldn't want...

If only I could get anything I've worked for
I want oh I want oh I want..
Geez why is everything so hard?
I want oh I want oh I want..
No, I wouldn't want..

#
If I am the author of my own book
If you are the author of yours
How would you write your ending?
I want oh I want oh I want..
What do you want?

If I could be anything
I want oh I want oh I want
I'd have the perfect body, the perfect soul
I want oh I want oh I want..
No, I wouldn't want..

No, I wouldn't want..

So what am I doing here still dreaming away what I want..
Why are the things I want- things that money can't buy..
Oh.. I want oh I want yeah I want..
Maybe I don't know what I want.

Fier Soli Deru

Fier soli Deru
Deru et Nolli a
Gie moet de fier
Zo fier nein lone

Kaiza nein lone ilia
Nein tra me anna f'odi

Me a qoi zet fontu (x2)
Me zek Yeshu zet fontu
Me a qoi zet fontu
Fontu


G D Em C
D Em C
G D Em C
----------
Translation:

Fir trees of December
The December that belongs to me
Your eyes are always watching over the forest of firs
Every tree knows its not alone

You take away the loneliness in my heart
I'll never trade anything for this

I'm so glad that I found you (x2)
I thank God that I found you
I'm so glad that I found you
Found you..

A song dedicated to all the good friends in life. I know December 2009 won't be lonely with you guys around. This song is also dedicated to me. Finding myself is the best thing that has ever happened.

Bush Baby Hijack

#Because it's always two hearts down
With a bottle of confusion and hurt
Would you like another drink?
Want me to pour you another drink?

Sorry. I'll be excusing myself now.
I've been here a second overtime.
Let's pay the bill-
let me get the check on the table
No second thoughts- just a pocket full
Of the catchiest one liners
Tips of receptors
They're all over curves

Oh honey, honey look up at the sky tonight
It's littered with stars -stars like our emotional scars

Sorry. I think this conversation
is going no where tonight
And dear, I don't want to start
with you, another fight
No second thoughts- but we both
can't bring ourselves to go
We're adding more drama to the show
What now? what now? We ask ourselves

Oh honey, honey look up at the sky tonight
It's littered with stars -stars like our emotional scars

#
Oh when will this night ever end?
I want this night to end.
I don't want this night to ever end..

Today, Tomorrow, I'll Keep Kidding Myself

C Em Am

I would've been a lot more wiser
If I could hold back my tongue
Almost every plan I thought right
Have gone wrong..
So terribly wrong

If I could win you alive
I would've run a little while longer and said more to you..
If I weren't so vulnerably exposed
I know I'd end up a feeling more awkward
Well.. I guess the tables have turned

#Cause today today
You say that you love me
Tomorrow tomorrow
You're gone without goodbye
And I feel sore till Saturday comes
My door my door
You suddenly come knocking
My heart starts pounding
You don't know how good it feels
Having you around..

If I already knew better
I'd force myself to digest
That you're not to tempt but to love..
Sometimes I hate myself..
for the words that I say and who I was
But I don't suppose that matters

The Bitter Sweet Sympathy of Lies

Screaming to songs and making out with posters!
Running away from thoughts gone wrong.
Lying awake faking myself dead
Bury me under infinite regrets!

When my eyes meet yours, there's an incomplete saying
And you don't know what you should be thinking
I lose my mind
To something.. that's just fine

#So tell me the sweetest lie like you love me
Bury me in the depths of sympathy
And at the end, tell me that you're not
sure about us anymore
Oh my darling..

I get caught up in the traps I set for myself
This goes the same for everyone I've met
It will happen again, you can place your best bet
Unfortunately change is something fate lusts for

Em G C G
Em A

You're a F from Someone's A and You Don't Even Know it!

Don't let this painting spoil
I'm holding on the best I can
What's going through your mind?
Are you afraid of time?

Many doubts there will be
The bigger pic you gotta see
Don't give up yet on hope
Before the truth has been found

#What's on your mind right now?
Do you believe, would you believe
Things will work out somehow
If we try, just try, attempt to try..
Stop your love affair with the queen of pessimism
And come back to me

Little hurdles you gotta leap
Press on don't look back
You just gotta go,
get on with the show

If you'd believe, I'd believe
I'll hold on if you won't let go
Don't reject the possibility
Before any truth has been found

Em7 G C D
Am C Em D

Channel ACB

this emo kid
can't play guitar
yet she wants
to go far

lead emo kid
of carcrashhearts-
can't sing without
some coke

together they want
to storm the world
and perform
with fob

will they ever
make it far
that you
gotta see

tune in next time
to ACB
your channel of misery

D Em Cadd9 D

AZN's theme song

When I need a friend
I can count on you
Although you're the most
racist one in town
Without you in my life
I'd never find the true love that I've found
Rest in a friend
I know I'll be ever assured until the end

Yeah uhh

When I need a friend
I can count on you
And you turn this frown upside down
Without you in my life
I'd never find the true hope that I've found
Rest in a friend
I know I'll be ever assured until the end


D K B G
D K B G
C G

Love Song Writer.

Hi, I wrote you a love song
Thinking it was the best
You said you liked it
And wanted to hear the rest
So you could dedicate it to that girl you like
Here I am feeling happy for you
But inside, feeling a little bitter too.
Hiding, I'm hiding again
It's not good to be this way, I hear the voices say

Like you'd ever feel this way.
It's alright.. it's not your fault
I'm the one to blame anyway..
I expected you to notice the little more obvious
So you told me she liked my song..
And now the two of you are going strong
That's great, I'm glad I could help.
And that's how I became a love song writer.


Am G Em D

Days and Numbers

E D A

A start of a brand new day
Mysteries in my coffee swirl around

I wonder what to expect
My mind is cluttered with regrets again

Of what I forgot to bring..

My mom used to tell me I love wasting my time
On things that seem so trivial

Oh is it true?
for wondering what's on your mind..

Day please don't start again without me
I can't seem to get enough of the stars at night
They shine so bright but they're dimmed out in my mind

C Em F
I'm wasting sleep on tomorrow
Maybe there'll be significance in my life..
Goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight

I miss you

Tonight i feel like I've been waiting forever
So long that I'm surprised I'm not yet stone
Caught myself staring at the window again
Peering if I still have friends..

Oh Monday morning blues
Tuesday drowning too
Wednesday, Thursday
Friday spells disaster..

All this I'm sure..
Because I simply miss you..

G Em Cadd9 D
Em Am
G D Em Cadd9 D G

St Aphrodite

St Aphrodite
Please guard my heart
I don't wanna fall in love
And end up being broken apart
St Aphrodite
Don't let my tears shatter...

Em Csus G 200033

Ain't unrequited love the sweetest thing?
There's no reason in not giving this a shot
So you think.. (yeah we think)

Autistic fantasies of phantom reality
Mismatched possibilities of how it might be
Holding hands making plans (..but what then?)

St Aphrodite
Please guard my heart
I don't wanna fall in love
And end up being broken apart
St Aphrodite
Don't let my tears shatter...

You tell me you're in love with me
But I say you're in love
with my love (Not the real me..)

The more I try to understand
I get so emotionally drained
It's all over again

St Aphrodite
Please guard my heart
I don't wanna fall in love
And end up being broken apart
St Aphrodite
Don't let my tears shatter...

St Aphrodite

Slice Me Up, Mr Dagger

I'm taking revenge against myself
Don't interfere me
Don't interfere me
I think today I'll wage a war with myself
Don't try to save me
Don't try to save me

In the shadows on the wall
Something is still and waiting
Perhaps it is prowling around
Its coming to get me, coming to get me

I feel like slicing me up today
Don't stop me now
Don't stop me now
Every second that ticks away
Is never right

Kiss me chords
Em A

Voices

clouds of thoughts keep shrouding my head
like the gray skies of Thursday morning
Lying in my bed feeling guilty
like I'm keeping the world waiting for far too long.

spinning in perfect circles while dizzy faces
descend down the stairs with despair
like there's something missing
what is this semi unproductive feeling
triggering about?

am I missing anyone?
am I missing anyone?

I can't seem to think straight
It's been like this for quite some time
Till I can't distinguish what is reality
Everyday more and more voices accumulate
resounding in my head


Csus Em 002023
Chorus: Asus2, C/D, (3s-2f, 1s-4f)), (2s-4f, 1s-5f)

Is it Possible (rebuttled)

i think i know how it got this way
don't wanna remember the first day
i admit i don't know what i want right now
and u hated to wait just to figure out how

yes its possible for 2 people
to be "in love" and still split up
yes it possible, yes its that simple
to say farewell, not love them still
where i go don't be close behind
when I'm scared it's when your beside
I'll close my eyes and count to 10
u said u didn't want me when your with your friends

though we come to where this must end
boy, i can't wait to forget how this began
that autumn night outside my door
you couldn't keep your horny lips away

you must believe that this is right
for the best
for u n i
with this last kiss
this last embrace
ur still a love anyone can replace

G Csus Em D

I'm lovin it!

D G A D

Oo Mc Donalds Mc Donalds Mc Donalds
Oo padapapapa!

nobody dares to fuck mcdonald's land
nobody dares to fuck mcdonald's plan
meet ronald mc donald our one and only man
he'd fuck u up so bad like no other can

nobody dares to fuck mcdonald's land
we always charge an extra 50 cents
we really get our burgers from a can
but still nobody dares to fuck mc donald's plan

Lust One Standing

I know I definitely don't wanna see you so badly
You're just being diplomatic but hey,
At least I'm telling the truth
About you..
To them, you don't seem so bad
But I believe I know it better
So, whatever.. I don't expect an apology
Neither do I feel the pressure to bend and give in

If the turn out of favor is unlikely
Do I really need to poll out
Just to be sure of myself in the eyes of the many..
I refuse though I know
It's killing me with its own bitter taste
I don't wanna be like you ..
I cannot be like you ..
Damn this stupid game that you play.

# Pointing fingers
This is going no where fast
Running in circles in the same spot as yesterday
I'm amused how you toy my feelings
Talk to the mirror and tell me that deny it everyday


G Cadd9 Em Cadd9
Em D Cadd9 G
Cadd9 G Em G

Love Showers

I've never been so in love..
Can't tell what I'm dreaming of
I wonder if I should spill
The feelings I have for you
Still my conscience Insist that I
Stay put in a vile

Love is like the weather
Uncertain in every corner
Life is like the weather
It's neither sunny or down with rain
If anything could explain this song would
Cause I'm just caught in the moment

xx66xx
xxx67x
xx66xx
xxx67x
xx55xx
D

still.. etc : xx66xx
xxx67x
xx77xx

xx66xx
xx44xx
xx66xx
xx77xx

When Love Needs a Moderator

Love me...
I need you to notice me..
Because you are to me..
My light.
Enchanted star up in the sky
Make my wish come true tonight.

Hold me...
I need your security
Because you are to me..
My shield.
My strength, my hope I rest in you alone
Walk with me, ensure me I'm not alone


Cadd9 G D Am
Em D Cadd9

Fridays spell D I S A S T E R

D G Em A

This is the song I wrote
about the day I hate the most
I call it Friday spells disaster

I wake up
I go back to sleep
I missed class

went to school anyway
someone said i looked gay
i just didn't want to stay

Fridays spell D I S A S T E R
I feel it in the air
As the day goes by..

drove to church
then i had to purge
on the seats i sat on

had to get away
had nothing else to say
to the one i love to dismay oh

Fridays spell D I S A S T E R
Good things rarely happen
And people rarely smile

Fridays spell D I S A S T E R
You wonder if it's possibly the end of the world
Until Friday dies and
Saturday takes over the show.

Another Team Fortress Without Ammo

when you slit your wrists 1
even when i told you not to 2
did you think of me? 3
did you think of me? 4

fighting back dark clouds with a fortress of me 2
you worry i would change 1
you worry too much 1
more than you really should 1
sometimes i question your motive. 1

i will be alright. 1
i will be alright. 1
don't stay mad at me. 2
you'll be alright.
just don't get involved too much.
i definitely need more space now.
doctor, i think i have a problem.

you want me to think of you
don't get me wrong.
i just don't think anyone can help fend off this monsters
the more i try to explain
the worse i get.
don't get me wrong
i'm not blaming.. i'm just saying.

sometimes i'm sick of the way this clock ticks
now if there's only a way
to make time tick backwards.


Csus, Em, D
G D Csus

Half Gate Romance

Intro

Tonight, once again
I'd wait by my window
For you to come rescue me

Please rescue me from this place..
This time.This town..
This life..

Em G D cadd9
Em cadd9 Em cadd9

Please don't betray me.
I bleed so easily..
How long have I been running?
I think my legs are gonna give in.

Pull the shutters
Clog the sounds
I'm in hiding now.
A refugee in a midnight camp.
My approach isn't direct
You probably don't know this
You probably might..
Half-gate romance
Under the dying gaze of the twilight

Maybe I'll get myself outta here.


Intro
Ending

Waiting on Me

G x-----x2nd fret
Csus, G
Am, Eupheric chord, Em G

Verse 1
The lights are dim
I can't tell if they're green
This hesitation is killing me
Consuming everybody bystanding nearby
Staring at the words that spell your name

I'm afraid
I don't think I'm ready
What if the consequences turn ugly
It feels as though you deserve someone better
And I feel the pressure of never becoming her.

Chorus:
Do you like me?
Are you waiting for me
To tell you instead..
Do I really like you?
What if this moment is fake?
I can't sleep at night
Because all this thinking is keeping me awake.

Verse 2
I'm afraid
I don't think I'm ready (And)
What if the consequences turn ugly
It feels as though you deserve someone better
But here's something I'd like to tell you before my last tomorrow.

Chorus 2:
Do you like me?
Are you waiting for me
To open up to you (tell you instead..)
That this electric between our eyes
And our untold feelings are real
Are you waiting for me?
Are you waiting on me?

Cause I can't sleep at night
Because all this thinking is keeping me awake
Cause I think I love you
And what I'd like to believe
That this isn't just for the moment
Yeah, I'd like to believe that all this isn't a fake.

Shallow Git Personal

Don't act like I don't know.
You smile in victory
Thinking you have me in sorrow.

Hey
Don't you think that you could lie to me.
I know I act like I don't see
through you when I do.. oo

Hey
Why do you always try to run from me
Aren't problems best dealt with
Face to face than being.. in denial

HEY
I HATE IT when you say things are okay
Was that to shut me up
So that I wouldn't doubt anymore..

You're cheap.
My comprehension is more than that.
I'm deep.

Am G Em A
Am C G D

When You're in it Alone

Am C G Em

I just fall in love too easily
Then I get so broken when it fails
Naive little girl ^
That's just what I am
Believing everything

F Am G Em

All the lies that I make up for you ^
All the tough times I had to put through ^
It's so easy to love somebody ^
But it's no fun when you're in it alone.

Kebbo's Luka

chords: G D Cadd9 D
Em D Em D
Cadd9 D (x3)

Happy Birthday Kevin
This is a special song for you.
And oh there's rain in the background

His name is Kevin
I met him on Gammafour
September 2005
His company ain't ever a bore

If you see an awkward Chinese boy
Who's the kinda guy you would like to employ
Remember K.E.W.L
Remember K.E.W.L
His initials are K.E.W.L

March 26 1990
Is his birthday, that's what I'm told
No I'm not some kind of stalker.
Like I said, I was told that..

Rin calls him Kebbo and a Jew
And Kevin likes to grin in front of you
But anyway
Kevin turns legal today
He can drink, drive and go clubbing everyday
KEVIN IS FINALLY LEGAL TODAY!

Ty's song

It was nearly April. The lizards that lived in Tycoons room decided to have a meeting for the
time that all had feared was coming.


Hey, I heard Tyc is going away
He said he's gonna be an engineer someday
Wasn't he the one that you thought was gay
I was just kidding because gay rhymes anyway
With aaayy
With aaayy

Tyc used to study at SMKDU
Playing ninja to him is anything but new
Pack your bags, remember when your flight is due
But this is Malaysia, the flights are never on time when you... are
Peace be with you
Your crew will miss you ooo

Remember to get us all ice cream when you come home
Yes this is a subliminal message to you.

chords: D G Em Am on loop

Medievaling

Em G Cadd9 G
Cadd9 G Em D

Whisper softly
Them galloping winds
The chime of year
New summer 'hind spring

Gender twinning
Separate beams
Another race yet
To be won.

Save the princess
Devouring queen
Knights in their armour
Don't shine like they gleam

We try so hard
To run the race
That we feel discouraged
At the end of the day

Feelings aren't what they seem
My life's a lie and you're seeing it through
This poison I drink to my death
I toast it to your name.

I hate you

I hold my grudges well
Yeah, they're all mine to keep.
Remember that girl you jeered at
The one you called a geek?
Well guess who's running the show now
I don't see any of your make up
Saving you now.

Your kids discretely hate you
They hate you
And even if they don't
You're all little monsters little monsters
Karma's gonna get you some day
Yeah, and you'll be sinking with all your ships and crew.
You'll be sinking
And I know I should be laughing at you

Your girl stares herself sick in the mirror
She'd fill her trachea with acids to look prettier
And you
You laugh as you go about your day
Fake smiles don't ever change
Thinking life is jolly good
When your son gets kicked in the stomach at school
Did they ever tell you?

I still discretely hate you
I hate you
And even if I don't
I'd be lying to stab a deeper wound
Karma's gonna get you some day
Yeah, and you'll be sinking with all your ships and crew.

Simpler

Csus/E, G, Em, Am
Chorus: D G Em Am

He
He'd do anything just to get your attention
He'd stop by outside your house without mention
Refuse to ring the bell
And tongue tied when he sees your smile
He got 5 minutes of your attention
But he wasted them, letting it go by..

I
I'll try to maintain my cool
Because I might not be the one for you
Even though I force myself
To resist waiting by the phone for your call
I must conceal myself
Off this desperation

Why can't this life be simpler? (Please make yourself fall for me)
Why can't I control my feelings? (If they're useless, you should throw them away)
If this isn't suppose to happen (Please take it, take it away)
Why am I tormented with all this.

Desperate

e, g, d, cadd9

you'll never know me
no matter how much i wanted you to
i can't seem desperate
like the way i am for you
it's hard to hide..
but if it's a promising step to get me to you
i would.

i would just stick to silence
and watch you closely
although i don't know what its bringing me to..
and you'll probably forget me
when you find someone new..
still if you need me or somebody..
i will be there for you

D
G
Csus2/E

The Battle is On

Em G D C7 x 4
Em G D Am x4

Suicide seems like my best friend
But he's the drug my consciousness
Messes around with too much (woah)
If I turn to him, I proof submitting to my weaker side
Close my eyes, maybe things will be put right
Nah, not until I stop running from my questions.

This time, tonight.
Reflect the light I shall
My facade shall hide
Bring me out from inside
The battle is on

Play Pretend

Chords:
Verse: Csus2/E, G, Em, Asus2 (fingers on 1 &2 string, 3rd fret)
Chorus: Em, Asus2
Strum pattern: dwn, dwn, up, up, dwn

Today I play pretend that the sun has set when it's just dawn.
And I play pretend that there was no one in my world but me.
I play pretend that everything has been erased from my mind.
Continuously pretend that I'm still happy.

Today I play pretend that I don't care anymore.
I play pretend that it's all over even when it's not
I know I'll probably hate myself for committing crimes of stupidity
But I'm just playing pretend, none of this is real.

So press rewind
The fear of not being able to go back
Is now slowly fading away.
But when the real thing happens
I'm not sure if I'll be prepared for it
Still, I could always play pretend
That this storm has passed me by

Tomorrow, I'm sure I'll still be pretending
That none of this ever happened
And you'll be the one that's left in doubt..
Just like I was.

Distorted

Am G

I'm Distorted
I'm tired but I refuse to sleep.
A lifeless body made to work
Thinking about what I've done
In this life.
The life that threatens to shatter
Anytime.

Em G D C
"Don't let your guard down"
She threatens to chase them away
Them- the ones I've known
This war is one against my reflection
For during that short moment of time,
She just forgot who she was.

It was until the ripples had cleared
That she became the undistorted me.

T.O.A.D.S.

Chords:
Verse: Em, G, Csus2/E, Csus2/E
Chorus: Asus2, C/D, (3s-2f, 1s-4f)), (2s-4f, 1s-5f)

Love between a prince and a princess
Can only happen in movies or fairy tales
In reality, girls like me can never love somebody like you.
The theory is simple,
Even you know it.
A diamond can't sparkle in dirt
So, think about it
Harder, my love
'Know I shouldn't regret telling you this.

You never really loved me,
stop kidding yourself
Because I know you tried
Through all those lies, you tried.
It's quite enough (x3)

Trust was something so essential
I knew I was right when I never put any in you
You're the worst cause you only point fingers
You never looked at yourself.
Your best friend told me
That I deserved better
And I believe that its true.
I won't longer regret my decision.
No, I won't regret telling you this.

I can swear that you'll never admit it.
At least not to the ones that you call your friends.
'Ever considered that you could've been the one
In the wrong, and take the equal blame
So go ahead telling everybody
That I was the one wearing you down
Because the ones that know the truth
Will see the crybaby that you are.

You don't deserve me
Stop kidding yourself

Call

chords: G Em Am D (each chord strummed twice, 1 chord per line, and repeated over and over and over)

Call
Anybody out there?
What are you up to?
It's been a long time
Since I've heard your voice
Imagining you
And the moments long ago
It's so nostalgic
I can't really stand it

Call
I'm calling out to you
How are you now
It's been a long time
That we've been apart
And I know it's hard
To find the time
Since we're all busy
with our own lifes

To call
The ring of the telephone
Where are you now?
It's been a long time
Since I remembered your face
And the promises we made
That we'd be friends forever
But what is this frienship
If we don't keep in touch
What is this alienation
Are we trying to forget?
Are we trying hard to move on
From the past life?
Are we trying hard to run
To deny it all and hide?

Call
I'm waiting for you to call
You're waiting for me to call
She's waiting for him to call
He's waiting for her to call
They're waiting for them to call
We're waiting to be called
So who's gonna call?
I'm calling you now

Sunsets in Chicago

String 6: fret 5, 3,2,1 (loop) *4 counts per note*
Chords: Am, G, Em, F

Sunsets in Chicago
Road trips in the summer
Driving down the highway
Destination zero here we go
Memories start to leave me
My heart starts feeling easy
I've finally gotten over you

Being miles away from home
Feeling good by my own
And I won't go back
if I have no reason to

Please forget me, forget about you
There's nothing much that I can do
Forgive me if I lied
But you're just one of the other kind
And there's no way
There's no way that I could forget what you said

To me
You love me today but not tomorrow
I can't sleep. You're a haunting in my head
My eyes sing tears tonight
It's been so long yet the solitude is missing
All alone
So it seems"- Sunsets in Chicago

Not Really Friends

F Am

Let's begin from here
I never really did fit in
We are worlds apart
Right from the start
So stay where you are
And don't come near
I don't want to feel the guilt, of avoiding you
Don't want to feel, the need to fit in
When it's obvious that, I'm treated like I'm not there.

c G Am F

We're not really friends anyway
Just people who see each other almost everyday
We're just people, ordinary people
But we're not really friends, right?

I'm gonna stop trying to please everyone
And get my own life
Sometimes it's not worth the time and the effort to really care
I rather do my own thing
Than sit here anticipating, your empty promises
Taking reckless actions of no purpose.

I'm gonna shy away
But I might come back someday
Maybe to say hi (shh..) and nothing else.

We're not really friends anyway
Just people who see each other almost everyday
We're just people, ordinary people
But we're not really friends, right?

Expresso

G cadd9
I've been waiting a long time
I've been waiting a long time
G cadd9 M"b
I've been staying in line to see you
cadd9
But my turn never came

G cadd9 M"b
Droplets of rain, on the glass reminds me of you
cadd9 G
Your stains, they never seem to leave my mind
Alone, your voice it, still thunders through my brain
cadd9 Em D
And you make, my days taste like espresso

#
cadd9 Em cadd9
Let the rain fall down (Down on the earth of my soul)
Em cadd9
Rain fall down (Like the feeling of you creeping on my skin)
Em D cadd9
Rain fall down(Make me begin my life all over again)
cadd9
I've never felt so alive

cadd9 G Em cadd9


Addictive, You're like the sugar in my tea cup
And I feel messed up just thinking bout you
You know, I might just be all that you need
but you say no, what should I do?

A start of a brand new day!

Hello all. I'm posting songs I've written and composed on this blog. Transferring all my old stuff from life-journal here because blogger has a more organized system for its entries.